its weird weird

Its a totally good morning :) this few days, I think I can say that it is very very pleasant and yet very very hard to pass through....Weird eh...Guess life is always full with suspense...every morning is like a torture and yet when it is at late night,I would like morning to come as soon as possible...Not that I want to grow old so soon....Who wants that anyway :)

I don't like to sms or message anyone at the wrong time,just in case the other party is busy on something and yet,every morning...I would like to message her so much or receive a sms from her...Its like a total torturing process but I'm kinda happy being in it @@

Totally unexplainable....Totally out of my mind...A happy torture chamber :P haha =)

all wen bac to the starting point

If there is one thing that can uplift the word ABSURD to the utmost....I think its LOVE..The word logic can never really link to it... :P

I don't think many would find it pretty surprise especially when you had found THE ONE you believe you would want to spend the rest of your life to be with,of cause with the condition you are really sincere to the other party =)

I had liked a girl previously (years back)...One whom I really loved a lot,basically more than any one I had ever loved =) however,everything didn't really work the way i wanted...

As time passes,I actually tried to go for other girls...

Thinking that I would be able to find someone-else that would actually be able to take her place....

Thinking that,maybe she isn't my miss right...Thinking that,why let yourself down because of one girl....

Thinking that,whether she would be my girl or not,life still need to go on....

But however I end up going out with other girl,I still end up missing her the most....Have not been daring enough to say this in front of anybody,partially to convince/lie to (even) myself....Guess I'm really not that good of a liar any more,or maybe I just can't live in a love life that have me lying in it...End up the girl that I have always loved the most remains as the girl that I will always love and stay in the place where she had always occupies in me :)

However,as for now....everything is still on a hold....I will be patience and work real hard in every aspect because I would really want to give the best that life can give to a person to her XD

MY DEAR....Really really love you very much =)

p.s To all that read this post...I know you all may find it hard to believe that I wrote all these, but this is a post where every word is just as true as you read it =)

a quiz about myself..

its actually a quiz that might jz b quite accurate...try da quiz...its alwaz kinda fun to play one at times...especially wen it says bout u

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

tell me how u all think of my result :)

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

woah....lifes.....argh

god damn it....being in 2nd year advanced diploma....basically is another definition of working my ass off...assignments...tests...presentations....stuffs getting pretty tough and tiring.. ...bt,guess i ought to b happy here (so weird eh...kinda like paradox eh....lolx...well dats life...full of weirdness,anyway back to da post :P )....b happy for the things i hav n nt being sad coz i hav so much things in life dat i would like to hav....jz gotta work for da things dat i would like to hav in life....lets c wat i hav here....hm....a gud lot of close friends....a huge bunch of gud friends....a very little amount of sick-ass ppl (gotta thank these ppl too....they taught me a serious gud lesson,something better to learn early den late)....a few bloody funny tutors/friends...some (close o gud) dat will nvr b afraid to speak for me,cool me off and even solve problems for me.....a couple of insanely close cousins...frienz frienz frienz....basically the seasoning to my life :D results....abit sad...bt..results r basically wat i work for....its nt so gud,means i gotta work harder...gotta get motivated n hyped...career...i think i hav a glimpes of it d...i noe wat i wan..o shud i say,i noe what im gud n suitable in.....jz wonder if i gonna end up in it...love is da one thing i would nid some time to rily manage it though...lol...anyway,it will b here wen im rdy for it.... so no sweat... :D stay optimistic n smilez all da time

everyone....stay happy k....life is complicated...bt if u cn njoy some complications n solving probs....life is basically a bloody long roller coaster,that hav a long way down n abit shorter ups....so...njoy the xcitement goin all da way....rily gotta thank these ppl though,jienyeen (one of da best companion though alwaz bz for tests n etc [she is a medic student,ya noe]),cheng ying (my partial heng dai/ji mui...lol),cheow ling (the little sweet gal), alex and tim (da unreplaceable wonder bros/cousins),cui wah (both of us kinda spend alot of time chatting n cooling off each other),kok meng (one long known guy dat i seriously believe will b ther to giv me hints of how bad life can b)....pik hun (da pretty one..lol...could jz b one of da sweet gal [too bad,she is unavailable...lol...so guys can all forget bout her d..lol])...cheng siong (woah...dis guy is alwaz ther whenever i would nid some kinda help....though getting him out of da hse is one tough task...lol)

anyhow....i think i ought to b grateful wif wat i hav here....its a special string dat pulls everything together....hope the strings jz get stronger n mur nice ppl get tied up together :)

alamak.....wat is dis place.....

omg....can u believe i been to dis place... :P lolx

dis is juz the beginning of HELLL!!!! lolx.....u haven c the better of it yet.... :P

well actually dis is a place i been to a couple of weeks bac....1st impression....omg,did i wen into the wrong room.....it was suppose to b my brother's room.....lets c the nex photo!!

c!!! c!!! wen i c dis (erm......) [i oso dunno wat to name for the stuffs on the floor]....y'all tell me wat r they ba....i c some books,notes,ball....

ther is one more pic....the BEST!!!! of the 3.... check it out...lolx

dis pic lagi geng leh....haha....i rily rily couldn believe dat dis is actually a room of my bros'.....

nah nah nah....ppl...i noe i hav a kinda bad record for having a clean n tidy room....bt dis is way off da league of mine...hehe...i hav only seen another room of my friend in hostel dat is almost comparable to dis room of my bro...hm....its a gal's room though...lolx..i bet u noe who i meant eh...hehe...the one n only person who can compete wif my bro..lolx....

oh yeah....dun ever get the thought dat im one of da culprit for dis mess oh....im totally innocent....hehe...i even helped to clean the matress abit.....u c the stack of books at the side of the bed (1st picture) ...dats my work...lolx...at least i was able to sit on the matress nicely....hehe

so......wat do u think of ur own room nw???messy???nah......way way way not up to da standard of messy (mayb more of chaos eh..) yet...hehe....think of dis room wen u thought of ur own room...i think u might feel better n prouder of ur own room (bein so "tidy" compare to my bro's) lolx...

gotta thx my bro for such a great job wif his room n for these photos...lolx...

TRY BEAT MY BRO'S ROOM OF CHAOS N MESS!!!!!! post ur pic here if u can lo.....wakakaka

nite in 4 season cafe

omg....all the pics wher she (rainie) rejects...hehe....well,im sory...v cant hide the bad pics,u noe.....dun worry....u dun look all dat bad la...hehe....stil look (ehem) very gud arh... :P stil gud looking :)

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well dis r the few ppl dat wen to a cafe called '4 season' wif me~~the upstairs was splendid bt da lower part of it is more of a turn-down.....haih....well dis pics r the ones v took wen v r on the top....the drinks r abit better den the worst drink dat i had drank....they r nt rily well worth for its price....bt the place is nice...real sweet....well,v had fun,everyone joked n played....dun go the "wrong" way k~~~everything were decent...lolx...

finally......freedommm~

finallly.....exams over~.....wouldn wanna think bout da life i had for the periods i used to study....cham cham....i was more like the zombie in a horrow movie more than like a man.....the eyes were red wif those veins and i nearly entered the guiness record for the length of eyes bulged out~~~lolx....kena sorethroat d summore....cham lor~bt suan la...al da cham cham period r nw all over....gonna start a gud holiday~~~oh ya...hey,guys.....dun ever go for the movie 'coming soon'......so NOT scary......dun try to scare urself wif dis movie,u will b SO dissapointed.....lolx......anyhow the exam started well n ended consider well oso geh....most of da ppl r happy....guess i should b one oso....should b ok dat i would b goin to second year d (i think i pass enuf to go to second year gua~) :) though the results r nt out yet.....haih.....scary scary....as for nw...the plan for holiday is pretty simple....balik kampung....hang out wif some friends...hav loads of them dat i hope to meet... :D whummie (she is a sure to find :) ....cant wait to meet ya~),kok mun~~~my best-est male bud in ipoh~~~lolx.....gonna be in penang for a couple of days......woah....looks like a nice hectic well-planned holiday....wonder if things will ever work the way i hope to....hehe.....as for y'all,,,,happppeeeee~~~~hoooliiiiiiiiidayyyyyyy~~~go hav a hell of a holiday oh.....once the sem start,y'all will so regret it dat u din play n njoy enuf......life is bout njoy play sleep n eat n play n njoy.....kip the last place bout life for study n exam though~~~cant live without them though....anyway,,,,,pppplllllllllzzzzz.......juz hav a gud holiday....i will show u some pic some some time wen i come bac from holidays~~~btw....for the ones (cheng ying,alicia,pik hun) dat r goin abroad,,,,hav a gud n save trip k.....most importantly,rmb my souveniors oh~~~hehe... so long pplzzz :)