If there is one thing that can uplift the word ABSURD to the utmost....I think its LOVE..The word logic can never really link to it... :P
I don't think many would find it pretty surprise especially when you had found THE ONE you believe you would want to spend the rest of your life to be with,of cause with the condition you are really sincere to the other party =)
I had liked a girl previously (years back)...One whom I really loved a lot,basically more than any one I had ever loved =) however,everything didn't really work the way i wanted...
As time passes,I actually tried to go for other girls...
Thinking that I would be able to find someone-else that would actually be able to take her place....
Thinking that,maybe she isn't my miss right...Thinking that,why let yourself down because of one girl....
Thinking that,whether she would be my girl or not,life still need to go on....
But however I end up going out with other girl,I still end up missing her the most....Have not been daring enough to say this in front of anybody,partially to convince/lie to (even) myself....Guess I'm really not that good of a liar any more,or maybe I just can't live in a love life that have me lying in it...End up the girl that I have always loved the most remains as the girl that I will always love and stay in the place where she had always occupies in me :)
However,as for now....everything is still on a hold....I will be patience and work real hard in every aspect because I would really want to give the best that life can give to a person to her XD
MY DEAR....Really really love you very much =)
p.s To all that read this post...I know you all may find it hard to believe that I wrote all these, but this is a post where every word is just as true as you read it =)
