Just had a hellish bomb dropped onto me yesterday...
Some sort of expected truth that I wouldn't want be made known of...
Finally SHE said it out,
somehow I ain't angry or hate (or whatever ill with) her... (a couple of friend of mine said I should though..lol)
[I'm sorry, I just don't have the will to get mad~~]
more than that, the first thing that came to my mind is that,
I ain't gonna give up yet and
plan to stay persistence while hoping it will turn out well for her (& hope for me too)
Whatever happens, Whatever the outcome is,
Whatever she ever does,
if there is something I would like,
It would be with the thought that as long as she is happy,
thats just about all I hope for..
I will be more than happy for you, if You found a guy that is worth your love =)
as for my current self, I wonder how things is gonna turnout for me now...
think the current step would be...
STUDIES + CAREER
gonna finish the Advance Diploma by April,
then head to UK..
then....
just gonna see how the future awaits....
LOVE!!??
thats gonna be a long-term question mark...
I still love you a lot...
I AIN"T a saint or a really good man, but thats just the thing in my head now
wonder whether You ever read my blog,dear
many says; love is blind while at the same time blinds everyone with it~~
lol...this is just so TRUE,I guess
