weird...maybe not so much

Hm....To be honest,I really do miss her all the time...But i wonder whether its weird here or maybe its just not so weird...I actually watched a movie and listened to some very sweet and soft love songs today....And this is actually making me miss her more than ever....

Movies and Songs really do have their magic sometimes eh...

Anyone that haven't watch this movie should go download it

GHOST OF GIRLFRIENDS PAST

its so damn nice,

the best part is that;

It actually remind myself to appreciate her more, well she is pretty much the best possible girl that I could ever fall for.....

!!NO REGRETS!!

I wonder if I'm getting all too emotional and stuff....

There is this song that i had loved for bout 11years and i actually found it today

L-O-V-E by Nat King Cole

Man, y'all should try these 2, especially if you are in love...It would just suits your feelings so damn nicely....

Love you, dear :*

Ah.....Missing you so badly (but i actually just finish talking with you on the phone)

=)

belated birthday post

Wooo..This post is quite well about 11 days late...lol...Guess there would be a few people that might visit this blog of mine :)

To be honest,It was a full day from head to toe enjoyment...

I sang, I jump, I snap, I laugh, I smile, I enjoyed, I played,

and the greatest thing is that

My Dream Came True,

since young, I always wished that my closest friends would celebrate my birthday with me one day,

what more....This is my 21st...Its so totally awesome =)

Its a present only second to something I received from someone :)

(don't be mistaken..what I received is not something that money can buy)

Everything just came by so nicely....except for the final closing...That is the only setback...

Lets see, first stop is the REDBOX in The Curve...I think I sang about near 5hours...lol...

had never sing for such a long time before at all,

then...Dinner at Tony Romas (The Curve)...

All was good up till then...

There might just be a bit of a setback in the end of it...But,

sometimes it might just be good to disregard it, and take it as a Lesson to Learn :)

learn the word PUNCTUALITY :)

Overall....It have been an awesome night with 'almost' all the closest pals in the crowded,

would have hope a couple more to appeared,

xiang & carmen & you yang (y'all need to come next year)

Thanks to all that threw the party for me,

thanks~

cheng siong,cheow ling,cheng ying,pik hun,cui wah,joane,ah fai

love y'all..

mayb god bless all of us :)

loads of them bt stil lonely!!!???

To be honest, I have loads of friends a.k.a brothers and sisters...Many of which that really cares for me and would always gather for a drink & chat....There is even a good group of friends of mine that would even spend time to chat with me any time if I ever need them by my side or whenever I need any support....I'm even chatting daily with the girl of my life nowadays (p.s I'm still in single life mode)

But...Recently...I really really do feel very lonely at times, its like I have the world and yet I just don't really have anyone beside me....Maybe I do have them checking on my back all the time,I think they would....Really do believe so =) I really love you guys and girls =) it would have been real tough to find another group of friends I have currently =)

Or maybe the problems come from me myself....Pretty much an extrovert that likes to play and joke around with most of everybody but trying to force myself to stay at home all the time,basically forcing myself to live a life of an introvert.....

Sigh...Seriously hate this feeling of being lonesome and I'm so not going to be an Introvert!!!

So not me!! =)